The Quest to be Free

Have you ever fall in love so hard it kills you? You can feel anxiety creeping in your back bone. The kind of fear with no exact logic. The what if he woke up one day and decide that he doesn’t love you anymore?

Sitting alone with my juice and healthy food, I thought keeping it clean will help me clear my mind. But nothing can help you when you’re falling in love. Hoping that the damage is not too irreversible, that’s the only thing you can do.

Nobody wants to be in pain. You’re kind of upset of how the same feeling that can move you, would be the same thing that destroys you.

I am feeling this anger and I accept. I accept this feeling I have. I want to feel it all.

I want to be FREE.

Free from hatred.
Free from attachment.
Free from ignorance.

Free from hatred.

Free from hating myself for being vulnerable.
It’s ok to love someone.
It’s ok not to be able to be perfect.
It’s ok not to always get what I want.
It’s ok to be passionate to the person that I love.

Free from attachment.

Free from wanting to own something or someone.
Free to be happy the way I am at the moment.
Free to use my remaining time on earth to the fullest.
Free to remember that I’m taken care of (by God, the Angels, family, friends).
Free to focus on what matters to humanity.

Free from Ignorance.

Free to search more knowledge.
Free to be more compassionate.
Free to listen.
Free to be enlightened.
Free to find truth and the true meaning of life.

Real change happens in mind, thoughts and speech. But karma, only will be changed by action.



A writer of 30 books. Co-Founder & CMO Storial.co & NulisBuku.com. Initiate StartupLokal, the biggest startup community in Indonesia. Co-Managing Director of Girls in Tech Indonesia.